Woke up at 3AM, ran through my ref, grabbed 1.25L of Sprite. I realized I put it in a freezer and the whole thing is iced. Ayun, nagmumukmok at hinintay matunaw ang Sprite na para akong na-depress. Tangina hanggang ngayon, di pa tunaw

Hello. Kumusta Wednesday nyo? Been a while since I checked this community. Wala lang. Felt like posting after talking to @megane_kun@lemm.ee a few days ago. Sana okay kayo lahat. Hahaha

If you're bored or just wanna watch something, reco ko isa sa mga favorite series ko. It's called People Watching.

Yun lang. Have a great day!

I don't know if eating just once a day is affecting my overall outlook but damn this is not what I signed up for. I'm hungry lol. And not in the mood to do much. Been an issue for months now. I guess that's just how it is.

Tumbling tumbling muna in my mind hahaha. See what happens lol. I'll try to actually live a bit more but with limits all over the place, I'm not sure I can. I just hate how work is deemed "necessary" but all it can supply is 1, maybe 2 meals a day. I didn't sign up for this grind bullshit when I was born. Or for most other systems at work at this world. This ain't it.

Anyway, listen na lang muna sa music while clock watching at work. 6.5 hours to go. What a drag.

Hay may i-ccharge sakin dahil may mali ako. How do I feel about this now compared to x months ago? As long as di umabot ng thousands I'm not gonna hyperventilate over it. And trust me, I'm keeping track. May threshold rin naman ako.

Medyo nasasanay na ako on incurring losses, whether it's work-related or not. I feel like a gambler na iniisip na they can earn it back anyway. Not that I would know. Feeling ko lang that's how they would feel.

At first I was upset about it, like any normal employee. Then I started doing my calculations and considering some things and I've concluded that it's not worth crying over. Hindi pa oras makipag-break chz

That's my character development, I guess. I'm not really sure if that's disappointing or not. I feel less emotional and less reactive. Of course, I still believe stuff like that shouldn't be shouldered by the employee esp if you consider yung sahod nila.

Basta ayun, I just gotta persist and hopefully may bumunga na nakakatuwa in a month or two 🤔 kapag hindi ako natuwa edi move on to the next 🤷‍♀️ I've placed my bets anyway.

You win some, you lose some. I'm going to win eventually.

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Tonight's Ask PHLemmy: How would you describe depression to someone who's never had it?

a coworker showed me one of of Blackpink Jennie's performance clips which could be described as rather uh daring

me: oh that clip i've absolutely never seen that before

proceeds to talk about this Blackpink liberated girl-positivity vibe that they seem to have ended up going for, and 4th gen is straying away from it with underwear that would unapologetically for the sake of proper coverage

tho i wonder what she thinks of the fact that i was 0% tantalized by Jennie's mm spread. yes po ate i'm either gay or a porn addict