Update: Thank you for all your kind words. I am now crying in my car reading your comments in my work’s garage. My shift starts soon. I am going to dry my face first and think about resignation.

I feel so awful. I have multiple panic attacks. I want to cry. My body feels like it is not mine. I want to quit but my legs are like noodles. I can’t even get up.

I know it is all in my head (perhaps) but I really think people don’t trust me anymore. I don’t trust myself too.

Please don’t send me any self harm alert. I am not thinking about that. I just want to vent.

  • over_clox@lemmy.worldEnglish
    12·
    5 days ago

    If you really feel the need to quit your job, you might consider making a resignation letter, expressing why you’re quitting, and proofread that at least 3 times.

    Edit: Try to be polite and professional about it. And keep a copy for your own records, in case your boss might try talking lies and bullshit about you.

    • BertramDitore@lemmy.zipEnglish
      15·
      5 days ago

      And then stick it in a drawer and forget about it until the next day. Then re-read it with fresh eyes after a good night’s sleep.

      Letting a full day pass before re-reading it should help give you confidence to decide if it’s the right thing to do or not.

    • CatDogL0ver@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
      2·
      4 days ago

      Thank you for your kind words. As I have replied to others, I am crying reading all the comments.